Today I realized that for the last three weeks, I've been avoiding using my weekly points. And I think it's because I've been afraid that if I use them, I won't have them later in the week if I need them. I guess it's a good thing that I've been very strict with myself about tracking and not going over points, almost as if I'm going to get in trouble if I don't do it right, but it's also causing a little bit of stress, especially on weekends when I don't have a set routine. I found myself just not eating in fear of not having enough points for later in the day, or later in the week.
Well, today I was forced to get over this little phobia of mine. It snowed on Nantucket today. All day. I'm thankful to be borrowing a vehicle from a friend, but it's not incredibly snow-friendly, so I was trying to minimize my driving, but I had things to do!
I slept in and took my time getting ready, and didn't end up eating breakfast until 11ish. So obviously I wasn't hungry around lunchtime. I had to be in town for something at noon, and also in town for something at 5 (which ended up being canceled, but oh well). So I decided to bring my backpack along and just camp out in town all day. Well, this meant a chai latte at The Bean, and then when the music got really terrible there, I headed over to the Starlight, where some nice older gentlemen were buying me drinks. Now, all of this alcohol and sugar on an empty stomach was not going well, so I then headed to 12 Degrees for dinner. And they had this magical lobster special for $12. A 1.5 pound lobster, cornbread, potato, and cole slaw. It was sooooo good. And I ate every last bite of it. Turns out lobster isn't a whole lot of points, which is good, but the other things added up for sure. Plus with all the drinks... Let's just say I definitely dipped into my weeklies today.
Maybe I was too drunk to worry about it, or maybe something made me realize that I only have two more days until my points re-set, and I can surely get through those with my daily and the weekly/activity points that are left. Either way, it was a pretty good, interesting day.